January 16, 2017

A Gift To Me


December 11, 2016

"may you never steal, lie or cheat,
but if you must steal, steal away my sorrows,
and if you must lie, lie with me all the nights of my life,
and if you must cheat,
then please cheat death because i couldn't live a day without you."

- Leap Year -


i love you.



December 26, 2013

Away




"Where do you want to go?"

"Away from this memories"


December 19, 2013

Lumpuh

Mood: Sick
Song: Lumpuhkan Ingatanku // Geisha





December 01, 2013

Saudade (sf. Portugese)



#nowplaying;

Kepadamu Kekasih (cover) // Shila Amzah


“You’re probably thinking I’ve forgotten all about you by now, but that’s far from it. I have missed you every waking day and my heart still hurts, but I’m getting better.

I continue to smile and still go on without you. I know I have missed you, but I have kept it all inside of me,only for me to know. I still wonder about your doings, how you are, what you’re doing, what we used to talk about, to the laugh in your voice, just everything.I miss it all.

However, I feel that part of us ending was for the best because everything happens for a reason. Should destiny put us into a crossing road in the future, that is when I will see you again.

Until then, remember this: no matter what, even through the screaming fights, the disagreements, mistakes,and the tears we’ve cried, never, ever did I give up on you, so if you ever need a helping hand, do not hesitate to ask.

I may be far away, but i will always be in reach.”


-youknowwhoyouare-

(c&p from tumblr)




November 13, 2013

Sakit Gigi




SAKITNYAAAAAAAA

GIGIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

AKUUUUUUUUUUUU






November 10, 2013

Sad Song - Christina Perri


Today I'm Gonna write a sad song,
I'm gonna make it really long
So that everyone can see,
That I'm very unhappy.

I wish I wasn't always wrong
I wish it wasn't always my fault
But the finger that you're pointing
Has knocked me on my knees
And all you need to know is

I'm so sorry it's not like me,
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow

I wonder what my mom and dad would say,
If I told them that I cry each day.
But it's hard enough to live so far away.

I wish I wasn't always cold
I wish I wasn't always alone
When the party is over,
How will I get home?
And all you need to know is

I'm so sorry it's not like me,
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow

If all the rules were made to bend
And you swore you were my friend
Now I have to start all over again

Cause no one's going to take your place
And I'm scared I'll never save
All the pieces of a love we made

And I'm so sorry, it's not like me
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that I can slip and fall
And you won't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow

And I'm so sorry
It's not like me
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow.

August 21, 2013

Heavenly Days - Sky of love



I wake up and stop the time while the alarm clock sounds
All I can remember is vaguely about you
That one moment, meeting you was destiny
but i might actually forget?
I'll even forget the things we've gone through

Heavenly days, in the room of my heart
I find the warmth that you left me
From now on, I won't ever think about you again, ah
I lock my heart for the day i feel that warmth again

Tired of walking, I sat down at the end of the way 
We could talk about the dreams and the destiny of us

I wasn't able to say what i want to say by the ticket barrier
The words "Thank you", probably are
much sadder than "goodbye"

Heavenly days, was I able to smile properly?
At the scene of our last kiss, I couldn't even
grasp your shivering hands, not even my tears fell, ah
Now that it's too late, they overflow when I'm alone

Heavenly days, in the room of my heart
I find the warmth that you left me
From now on, I won't ever think about you again, ah
Even if I stretch out my hands, you're not here anymore
I'll walk on under a new light


-Yui Aragaki-

August 05, 2013

Ever Enough




No I’m never gonna leave you darling
No I’m never gonna go regardless
Everything inside of me is living in your heartbeat
Even when all the lights are fading
Even then if your hope was shaking
I’m here holding on


I will always be yours forever and more

Through the push and the pull
I still drown in your love
And drink 'til I’m drunk
And all that I’ve done,
Is it ever enough


I’m hanging on a line here baby

I need more than if's and maybe's
We’ll come down from the highest heights
Still searching for the reason why
And now I know what it’s like,
Reaching from the other side
After all that I’ve done

I will always be yours forever and more
Through the push and the pull
I still drown in your love
And drink 'til I’m drunk
And all that I’ve done,
Is it ever enough?


For all that it’s worth, is it worth it?

Cause more than it’s hard to desert it
For all that it’s worth, is it worth it?
How do we know without searching?


I will write you this song to get back what’s ours

Would that be enough?

I will always be yours forever and more
Through the push and the pull
I still drown in your love
And drink 'til I’m drunk
And all that I’ve done,
Is it ever enough?


For all that it’s worth, is it worth it?

Is it ever enough?
How could we know without searching?
Is it ever enough?



-a rocket to the moon-